it's 4 am (i must be lonely) i'm not in the right frame of mind to write here but my frustration demands an outlet and at 4 am this is all i've got i won't jump through hoops i just won't if not playing games or jumping through hoops mean being single forever so be it given the ficklety its not worth it its not a game its not a race but as long as i'm the only one that realizes that then my point is moot everyone else is still running around frantic elbowing others to stay ahead so i look like the lazy one i should probably just give in make it a game make it a race true friends stab you in the front damn my nicety it is my downfall why do i care so much as if christlike love was the answer here but 99 problems is less solace each time i turn to the tune for comfort