life is such a blur.
you wanna stop, relax, enjoy something, reflect, renovate things in your life.
but you can't. you're still moving.
ya know when you see something interesting on the side of the road as you're driving, so your eyes and neck start to follow it quickly as you zoom by, only to have to turn back around just in time to avoid a collision and keep driving?
So, so much of my life feels like that.