it has been a long week and thus far a longer weekend emotions are running high really just the sum of some things you could just tell me do i smell bad or something i’m not sure exclusive maybe truth would be better except that it might mean having to show feelings for what they are trapped in a suit of reputations and propriety which i believe is far overrated lets redefine it my sonar broke and my submarine is somehow in a desert looking for an oasis oh and then its easter and i wish i could at least feel something that would be great i’m sure its all my fault but what do you expect from second best which by the way when do i get the rest i thought that was part of the package my plan is not simple enough and i refuse to be the one who always calls you out and sees too much and happens to catch and add but you could just tell me i’m man enough i’m too much man i know no one will admit that but everyone will know and i’m too much man on the side so don’t leave things left unsaid for the sake of keeping me in your good graces enough to enjoy my company is crumbling and i need to sell all my stocks before they are worthless meaningless just tell me before they cut my company phone line flatline not quite yet there is a dull gray matter where my heart once set i really do need to rest tonight but we’ll see if i might just try to save the day by seizing the night and why hope seriously its one of my defects i can’t seem to quit even though i try i try.
i need to trim my beard.
it’s getting to the part where it’s gonna be a while before it looks cool, and i can’t wait that long this time.
it is fun to crack codes. or at least it is fun when you crack a code.
learning about RSS/how blogs work… wanting to learn more.
going to see Vantage Point tonight. Should be a fun time.
this week started off really crappy. it has been better the last 16 hours or so…
Music I have been digging: Amon Tobin, Pedro the Lion, “Hide & Seek” by Imogen Heap, Ampersand.
Might be getting a mac soon. Excited about that!
ok, back to work.
you know The Christmas Carol? or even It’s a Wonderful Life?
Where the Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come takes us to a dream in which he is able to view a world where he was never there? And he sees everyone laughing and talking. His existence of lack thereof was pretty inconsequential. life prospers without him.
Well… i don’t know if that’s exactly how the story goes… but that seems like a terrible feeling.
it is how i feel at this very moment. i am hoping it passes.
Second best, oh second best
I can learn to live with this
Plus I really need a rest
After all what’s wrong with second best
What’s wrong with second best
Yes. This is not a photoshop friday. those are pictures of John Krasinski laughing and talking with David Bazan of Pedro the Lion.
My heart is very full. Totally Amazing.
Thanks J Money for sending me the links.
Happy Friday everyone.