not a panic attack.

here come better days.

sometimes the pain of hitting bottom is enough to wake you up from the nightmare to see where you really fell asleep.

wow. i didn’t even mean to make that analogy as deep as it ended up being, but chew on it. you just might get something out of it.

this is really where i am at right now with the whole God thing:

How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?

How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?

Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;

my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,”
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.

But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.

I will sing to the LORD,
for he has been good to me.
   – psalms thirteen

andrew

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